i was raped about 2 months ago it was someone i trusted you know. buti never thought he could do something like this. it happened at home in my own bed, i cant even sleep my own bed, it just makes me feel dirty. i see him evrey day at school he just gives me a look, like hes thinking about it. i have forgave him for it but i cant forgive myself for letting it happen, if only i fought back. i couldnt do anything i just laid their and let him, so isnt it my fault? i could have screamed or fought but i didnt so does that mean i let him? i havnt told anyone exept a friend that i talk to alot. but i have flash backs and it seems like im ether mad or sad. and he's told his friends that i let him and im begining to think i did . .
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