Hey im new to site, i was hesitant about joining this community. Anyway my house mates and i had a house party last month, and i invited this guy whose been my friend for four years, due to the fact the house was so crowded he shared my room. Theres very few men i trust anyway but i trusted him and didnt think anything of getting drunk and having a good night. We all went to bed around four, every1 had drank a bit much and he stayed in my room. I was vaguely aware of him being on top of me, i stupidly thought if i didn't respond or move he would stop but he didnt. I cant remember much due to fear and alcohol but i know he penetrated me because it hurt, after it was over i spent the night in the bathroom as their was peeps everywhere. Was it rape, i know i didnt want to, and in the years ive known him we've never slept together or anything, where did it come from? was it my fault? He keeps ringing and saying hes sorry, ive stopped pickin up the phone. The worse thing is he didnt use a condom, i went and got the morning after pill, but my periods late this month!! Im so scared and worried