I was 8 And life was looking ok for me,I had just been adopted into a new fammily.And 3 mothes after that everything turned to crap.I had been having some behaivarl problems.I was a just a kid.Won afternoon I was sent home from school becouse I hit one of my classmates.My dad had to leave work early to come and get me he was pissed.When we got home He pulled me out of the car and took me inside.He was yelling and yelling.I told him I was sorry but he was still pissed.He finally comed down and went to the kitchen for a drink.He was a big drinker,An hour later He came into my room.I was still crying.He came up to me layed next to me and touched my thigh and told me it's ok.and then he started to kiss me and I tried to push him away but he just kept on kissing me then he told me to take my pance off I didnt and then he tour them off me.then he took his off and put his dick in me it hurt so bad and I was so scared.when he was done he told me if I told anybody he would do this to my sister.and I did not tell anybody.This happend untill I was 11.Thats when he died.I still havent told anybody,This is my first time.I feel like a pile of rockes just fell off my neck and shoulders.I know I still have a lot of work ahead of myself.thank you for listening.
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