today started off as a good day but then ended up being horrible. am i surprised? NO. it seems to happen all the time now. one second im ok, then im depressed, then im singing a song, then im crying... all these different emotions hit me at once. and why is it that every time someone feels bad for me, i don't want them to. i don't want to be that poor lilttle girl that got raped. i don't want to ******* be her. but then when no one pays attention to me, i feel worse. like today, i went to hang out with my sister and niece and they acted like i wasn't there. my niece wouldn't let me hold her because she wanted to watch a movie and my sister was talking to her friends the whole time. i just stormed out of the house and started crying. i feel alone. i know i have a support system but sometimes i dont feel like it. i hate being this sensitive. i wish this would all go away.
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