I have been feeling so bad today. I was trying to cry, but the tears wouldnt come. I was having flashbacks, and remembering the noise of when my rapist fingered me and the noise it made. And i remember, his ugly face smiling whilst he was doing it to me. He looked so happy, like he was enjoying it, and all i wanted was for it to stop. I feel so dirty, he was licking my breasts, gosh his face, it traumatises me, i want to cry, he is a pervert, a rapist, I HATE YOU JAMES,
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