I love my husband more than words could ever explain. He has always been so supportive and understanding about what happened. I try so hard to leave the past behind and enjoy this new life that I have but it seems no matter how hard I try that night still haunts me and I find it seeping into my marriage like poison. I don't know what to do. Sometimes when were making love and he touches me a certain way everything comes back and I start shaking and crying and I dont want him to touch me anymore. I don't want to hurt him but the more I try and hold it in or ignore it the worse it gets. I don't know what triggers it, its always different. Does anyone else have this problem or something similar?
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