a friend of mine told me to try this so here it goes... I lost my husband in sept 07.. now I was alone to care for our infant daughter.. in november I just wasnt dealing the most important thing to me was thaking care of my child so on a typical evening I got her to bed and put the dog out like Ive done for years... he started barking wildly I now something was wrong so I went out to get him... as soon as I opened the door I was assulted.. iwas hit so hard i was nearly knocked out i was terrified he brought me into the house i was afraid my daughter would wake up and he would hurt her so i decided not to fight back i couldnt see him he raped me and it was brutal.. when he finally did leave i got my dog and locked the door and called security who called the police. I did go to the hospital, i had alot of internal injuries and a fractured cheekbone... I did report the rape but the police havent found him.... it took over a month to heal from most of the injuries.... he has be back to my place a couple times security has seen him but he always manages to get away the police say he has been and may still be stalking me now i cant go outside by myseslf. its now april 08 and this is the first im actually trying to deal with this... the thing is I didnt think i needed to until I ran into an old firend he went to give me a hug and i flipped out.... I know i messed up by not getting help or dealing so if anyone can help ... Im open
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