I'm feeling very alone at the moment and I'm finding I'm very emotional and I sit and cry when no-ones around. It's been 3 years since I was raped but I've never had anyone to talk to about it. I tried to repress it but theres so many things that trigger it. I'm studying English and today I was reading some criticism about cases of rape in Renaissance Drama and it just brought everything back. I feel as if I've never come to terms with the rape and now my head is really messed up. I won't go anywhere alone whether night or day and men scare me, because they are so much stronger and I'm terrified of it happening again. I just wish I felt less alone and less frightened all the time.
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