ive been with this new guy for 2 months now and our relationship is starting to go a little more than holding hands and kissing. i dont mean having sex or any thing like that but he's doing alot of touching and i dont know if im ok with it or not. part of me is but part of me is scared he is going to think going further is ok. he knows about my past and every thing thats happened. its like when we are together and he does do those tings he goes to a limit like trying to get off my pants and i try and stop it and eventually he gives up. but after he says he feels really bad for doing that and he says he doesnt know im scared untill after he's done it. he tells me he doenst want me to see him as the bastard who raped me n thats how he feels or every time he does some thing it causes me to remember. i dont know how to make him understand that i dont feel that way about him and that no matter what he does or any one does im always going to remeber what happened. i want our relationship to be normal and i want us to be able to do those things.
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