Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
I have been putting the rape and the molestations I encountered on the back burner trying not to think about it. I don't know how they are affecting me other than my inability to get better from my eating disorder bulimia. I'm starting to get tired of trying to control the the only thing I can control my weight. It is losing ten pounds and gaining ten pounds. I want to stop and need to stop but its just so hard. I want a miracle, but all I get are reasons for me to continue in doing this. I'm terrified of gaining more weight, but I also notice that I'm gaining weight subconsciously as a defensive mechanism against having my ex boyfriend want to be with me. I guess I'm just venting but I am up to my head with this struggle already. I want to give up, and let die. I don't know if I can get better. I'm not sure I can be healthy.
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You can be healthy but it will take time. Venting is good so go ahead and vent. Talk it through, scream cry if you have to but bottling up inside is what is eating you alive. Please don't give up. I am here whever you need to vent. You are a strong, beautiful and amazing soul. You will get through this one step at a time.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
