Yesterday I got a call form my doctor. I am going in for surgery imminently to remove abnormal cells on the cervix. He has removed so much already that this pretty much ensures I will never have children. And what really sucks, is that it all goes back to being raped. I was a virgin before it happened, and now....well I've ended at least one relationship because of this, and had another guy back off when he found out about the medical stuff. God this sucks! I am so angry right now....but most of all just scared. I've tried doing getting rid of the anger positively, but God I just want to punch a wall till I am not angry anymore. I know that life is never easy....but seriously, how much more can I take in a year?
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