
Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.

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Dare to tell the secret
I take his hair in my fists, and bang him up against the wall;
Angry tears are hot in my cheeks, and I cant see at all.
I often dreampt of this night when he would hear me say
With all my hate and all my rage, the words my fear had hid away.
I kicked and punched until he was down
And held him on the ground.
I griped his face and squeezed real hard like he had done to mine!
I wanted to hear him scream, and I wanted to hear him whine!
But he simply looked up into my eyes,
Remembering my pain, my kicks and cries,
And said "I dare you bitch, tell them what I did that night..."
"Ok, FINE!", I thought, "I'll just do it out of spite!"
My hands are cold and clamy,
But i'll be damned if I let that stop me.
My mouth is wide open, words hanging from my lips,
Mind sailing full speed ahead like propellers on great ships,
I feel them clawing up my throat, tearing as they come,
Just another second now and I will have finally won
Back my peace of mind, my body, my soul
And once again become whole....
....But no matter how hard I push myself, or what I try to do,
My heart wont let these words go, because that might make them true.
I take his hair in my fists, and bang him up against the wall;
Angry tears are hot in my cheeks, and I cant see at all.
I often dreampt of this night when he would hear me say
With all my hate and all my rage, the words my fear had hid away.
I kicked and punched until he was down
And held him on the ground.
I griped his face and squeezed real hard like he had done to mine!
I wanted to hear him scream, and I wanted to hear him whine!
But he simply looked up into my eyes,
Remembering my pain, my kicks and cries,
And said "I dare you bitch, tell them what I did that night..."
"Ok, FINE!", I thought, "I'll just do it out of spite!"
My hands are cold and clamy,
But i'll be damned if I let that stop me.
My mouth is wide open, words hanging from my lips,
Mind sailing full speed ahead like propellers on great ships,
I feel them clawing up my throat, tearing as they come,
Just another second now and I will have finally won
Back my peace of mind, my body, my soul
And once again become whole....
....But no matter how hard I push myself, or what I try to do,
My heart wont let these words go, because that might make them true.

deleted_user
that is beautiful. absolutely gorgeous!! literally brought tears to my eyes and a chill up my spine. it says so much...nice job

deleted_user
wow...u can tell this is completely genuine and comes from deep down inside. and i agree with everything stillHiding said...there are literally tears running down my face right now. u have an amazing talent.

deleted_user
Thank you so much guys :)

deleted_user
I love it
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