idk... im just really down right now... idk why... im trying really hard to just be happy but it aint working real well.. i wanna just crawl in a hole... i wanna talk but i don't know what i wanna say... i was told not too long ago that im always upset so im trying really hard to just pretend like everyhitng is ok... and i know its not good but as long as everyone else is happy to me thats all that matters... ugh... why can't i just be fucking normal... i don't wanna go to sleep but im so tired... im just blah!
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