I woke up this m orning feeling exceptionaly good. I woke up with hope and faith. Over the last few days I've taken time off from the site, and found this really great radio station. It's a christian radio station and I've decided that God has a plan for me. He has a plan for all of us. No matter the trials and tribulations we're going through it's all part of the big scheme of things he has set up for us. I'm living the life I live to possibly keep another soul safe from this hurt. It may have been someone that couldn't have endured it. God knew that I would always keep the faith and am a strong person. Maybe I am living this life so that when I learned about my friend I could better help her and not be too scared to act on her behalf. I don't know why I was given this life. But I will use it to my advantage. When I'm older I'll speak out against injustices like this. I'll travel and speak to younger kids about how no matter what life you're given you can make it your own life when you're on your own. Don't let things get to you. Stay strong. I was given this life, given my hope, given my strength for a purpose. God will lead my way. When I'm being forced into a situation I don't want, I'll close my eyes and just remember my faith and that God has a plan set for me. A bright future full of giving hope to those that need it. No matter what anyone does or says to me they can't take my faith away. And that means they can't take my inner strength either.