He is going to a wedding i was supposed to go to this summer. i dont think i can see him, I cant do it. I dont know how I would react? He is married now, and that makes me mad. He moved on, he doesnt have panic attacks, or trouble being with another person! Does he even think about what happened, or even care? How is this fair? Why does he get to be happy, and I am so mad, anxious, and scared? I dont know what to do, should I have to miss out because he is going to be there? I know I cant see him, I dont know what I would do. Just another way he still has control and power over me, its just not fair!!!!!
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