It happened again. Different man. Same thing. I feel so dirty and violated. I told my friend Carri right away and she came over and brought me to the police. It was a long night. Today when I finally got to take a shower I felt better. But I can hardly stand to be in my room. He took my room away from me. I know it's not my fault, but I can't help feeling that I am somewhat to blame. This is the second time. Third if you count attempted rapes. What am I doing that makes them want to hurt me? It feels so overwelming.
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