Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
Last night i went out with some friends and i think i got my drink spiked. I am not 100% sure but considering i didn't drink that much i hardly remember anything so i think it must have been. I ended up going home with a boy (i don't think he was the person that spiked my drink), i do not know how we got there or how we ended up in the bedroom but but i just have flashback memories of being there. At the time I think i was happy to kiss him but i would never usually do anything else, If i had not been spiked I would not even have kissed let alone go to his as I have a boyfriend. I remember him trying to take of my knickers and I was saying 'no' but I dont think i was saying it in a firm enough way. Im not sure now if this is a memory or just what I think happened but i think he did it anyway untill after a few seconds i pushed him off when i realised what was happening. I think my slow reaction was due to being so 'out of it'. Now i feel that i should have been more forcefull when i said no and quicker to react and that i just let it happen. Also when i go out and have a few drinks im quite a flirt and get lots of attention but i never do anything as I have a boyfriend, but now I kind of feel that I've got whats coming to me and that it's my own fault. Im just confused as to whether it is my own fault or not as i told a friend today and he suggested that it was rape. Also do I tell my boyfriend and my mum as I am away at university and I don't want her to worry about me or my boyfriend to be cross or not see me in the same way anymore. I know it doesn't seem very dramatic but im just feeling really confused and upset about it and I keep crying when i think about it. Any advice would be really appreciated. Thankyou.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
Take care and good luck Deb
If someone spiked your drink, whether it was the person who did this to you or not, it explains why you can't remember much. GHB, ketamine and the other common types of drugs used for this horrible purpose act as sedatives, working usually within 15 minutes, and can cause a disasoiateive state where you are there but not really "there". It its very common for you to have no memory afterwards as they induce a kind of amnesia.
Depending on what you may have been drugged with there may still be traces of it in your blood or urine. If you want to report to the police what happened to you it is important that you do it quickly so that they can see the evidence of the drugs.
What you are going through is horrible, I wish there was something I could do to help you. Look after yourself now, nothing is more important than you healing from this. Talk to someone, whether its your boyfriend is up to you, only you know how he will react to this.
Please know that if you need anything I am here to listen. You can message me anytime.
Tracey.