When i was five,i was raped by someone i trusted. and,like, now i'm afraid because me and my boyfriend are getting kind of physical. im not afraid he's gonna hurt me or anything, i'm afraid that once i tell him i was raped, he might not love me quite as much. i know it sounds stupid, considering i'll still be the same person i was when he first met me, its just i don't know. i haven't gotten any help my entire life. my parents knew it, but would ignore it and pretend it hadn't happened. they would close their ears the moment i started trying to express how i felt. And, i guess atm i just need people to talk to who understand what i'm going through. I don't know exactly what i'm asking advice for, i just need someone to talk to \:
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