School is about to start again, and I'm about 3 and a half hours away from my campus right now at his, my friends house. I'm an hour and a half away from my own house. My house is where it happened mostly, and it will be really hard to go back there since I have this feeling I want to burn it down or throw rocks in the windows like the girl from Forrest Gump. But I think I should go back to my house, even though I would be alone. Chris (my friend) well, he says I don't have to go back and I can stay with him as long as I need because he's great like that but I really think I should move back. The house is paid for, so I don't have to worry about it. I'd be alone though, which I'm not sure I'm ready for at all. Another pro though is that if I do go back and live there, I'm closer to Amber (my little sister) so she can come visit me from her foster house. I think it's the best thing right now, even if it's hard. I can't avoid it forever and I need to be closer to school and Amber. Any thoughts or suggestions?
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