Yesterday i was at mcdonalds getting a bite to eat with my family when "he" walked in. i thought i was going to die. i was so afraid. all of a sudden i didn't know where i was, where i was going or anything. i felt so lost. i just got up and walked out to the car. when we left i was so out of it i couldn't even figure out how to get t oa place that i go EVERYDAY. i felt so helpless and...dumb. what is this??? why?? i just don't understand. it was so strange. i need someone to talk to that understands..so badly.
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