I work with a bunch of men at my job. Me and my boyfriend had gotten into a fight, and they ivited me over to hangout, things were cool, we were outside just talking cutting up. A few of them went to bed.. and I had to use the restroom so one of them let me in. He then ivited me into his room just to talk get my mind off things, I had to wake up early the nest morning to go to work so i was going to leave after that, But i stayed for a few. All of the sudden he leans over and kissed me, i was in shock, I was pretty sure he knew I had a boyfirend... after that one things lead to another, and he was on top of me he did put a condom on. Which I am thankful for, but still... my father has always told me if ne thing sever happened to go to him. and I want to tell my boyfriend the whole truth, I about lost him today, I told him the guy just kissed me and then I left, I had to tell him something... but the whole thing just hurts to bad... I wrote everything down what happened and sent it to myself via-email and wanted to get on here just for some help. Ive never thought this could happen to me, Ive had one friend who dealt with it but she just didnt tell anyone familky wise besides me and has just lived with it, i dont want to be like that. I was to tell, but im scared because I do work with him, he might come after me I dont know, I thought if i just played it off and acted fine and friendly things would be okay and I could just move on, but that doesnt seem to be working after talking to him one last time and telling him i told my boyfriend that he just kissed me, and thats all he should say if he confronts him but he said" if he confronts me Ill just tell him you wanted it, you should be with me not him." Im scared to lose my boyfriend he is the best thing that had ever happened to me, and i cant loose him but im soo afraid to tell anyone... i know im going to quit my job i just want to get wawy from it all- but how should i go about that? say its just not working out? something happened and i have to leave? Can anyone help me???
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