Help me. I want to end it all. I am spiraling down. I don't want to feel anymore. I am so tired of being emotionally used and abused. I'm in tears thinking about how worthless I feel. I'm always finding myself in relationships that place me in some kind of subserviant position...where I am tolerating a friends' poor treatment of me... IT's a viscous cycle. I want to feel loved. I find people who do this for me..but then I accept or attract the people who use me, emotional abuse me, and take advantage of me. I am so tired of being needy. I don't want to feel anymore. I don't think I can make it. I don't want to feel. I want to disappear and be permanently invisible.
Posts You May Be Interested In