I know that. Yet the thought that it's ultimately my fault if he did this to someone else as well just keeps on creeping up on me. The more I think about it the worse I feel. I just keep thinking that if I had said something he wouldn't be around to hurt & humiliate anyone else like he did me. I could have possibly prevented him from doing so, but I was selfish & basically a coward. I know what I should have done & still should do, yet I won't. It just show what kind of person I am. I dont know exactly what I'm trying to get at, but this feeling of deep remorse has completely overcome me.
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