I was raped in March 2007. I have lost myself in it. I have depression already in here from my medical problems and this on top of all that is to much for me to handle along with a seven yr. old. I am not the same person I was before it happened and everyone I know can tell. I still have nightmare and I cant sleep. I have to put on a happy face for everyone, because they want me to be okay and the truth is i am far from it. I need help and I don't have anyone to talk to besides family. I guess its easier to talk to someone who doesn't know what you were like before you were raped. I dont know what to do anymore because I dont want to be here anymore, but I refuse to leave my son behind.
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