how many ppl thought their attackers were nice looking? i know this is crazy and so far from what we want to think about now.but its crazy,cause i have my days when i cant even get out of bed and i hurt so mcuh from this man making me into this basket case.i hate myself so much for what he done.cause i was so easily fooled .he was soo nice looking ,i mean a very attractive man.he was a great listener or so i thought.he probably didnt hear a thing i said.but he acted like it and was giving good advice .he seemed to be understanding ,in my mind he could have any of those girls that night i mean any of em .me i saw an attractive man who was nice,until i got alone with him .i just dont get it ,what was i thinking ,what was going through my mind.to me i cant even think back on his face ,my body wil run hot and cold when i think back on him.or if his face pops in my mind.why did i not see him for the animal he was.how doe a man who can get any woman he wants ,turn out to be a perverted freak? i just dont get it ,has this ever happened to anyone before? in my story he was a nice looking friend.in others it always seems like these crazy beasts just attack them ,you know the kinda ppl you can sense something from them that makes you want to stay away .how could i have been so stupid?
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