I was raped 10 years ago and I never came out with this big secret. I thought that I was over it. But I just began to realize how much its ruining my life. I cant trust me, I cant get close to them, I get scared of them easily, I have nightmares, HORRIBLE nightmares almost every night and I've been fighting depression for the past 5 years. I'm an extreamly happy go lucky person but when a male decides he loves me, I freak out and push him as far away as possible, even after 3 years of being in a relationship with them. What in the world do I do? I thought admitting I needed help would help, but uh, it has not.
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