Well,after some serious thinking,and looking back over everything,I realized I screwed up Big time.First when I started having deep feelings for her I just flat out told her how I felt.That was my first mistake because we had only been dating for a few weeks,but I cannot help how I feel.Then when she explained why she wanted to take it slow,I basically ignored it and kept pushing my feelings on her never once taking into consideration what it was doing to her.I have been looking at the whole thing from her point of view now for a couple of days and the conclusion I have come to is I was the one suffocating her,and I scared her away by my actions.I was wrong in the way I acted and I wish I could go back and change what happened but I know the damage has been done.Do I regret falling in LOVE with her,Hell NO.Do I regret the way I acted,HELL YES.I am the one who Fucked up,not her.I saw the signs,but yet at the same time I didn't see them because I didn't want to see the signs.I acted selfish and for that I am paying the price.So I have decided to respect her space and stop all contact with her until such time as she deems fit.It is going to be hard but I think it is for the best for the both of us.I am going to work on myself,and hopefully some day I can have a healthy relation ship with someone and not FUCK IT UP.
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