i think most of y'all must be on east coast time. (i'm in cali) cause i swear, i always seem to be the only one awake at 3 in the morning. i hate the night!!! i hate not being able to sleep through it. i hate the nightmares. i hate the lonely sadness.i hate feeling vulnerable in my own bed. i wrote in my journal about how i wish i was a kid still and i could go crawl into my mother's bed , tell her about my bad dream, and be held until i fall back asleep. ahh..wanting what you don't have...how unproductive. well anyway, thanks ladies..for giving me someone to write to at this ungodly hour... much luv....r
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