so yea i was talking with one of my moms best friends and she told me that the only reason why i am here is because my father raped my mother. it took me completly by suprise i thought that for sure my mom would have told me i mean he raped me so i would have understood now i feel even worse because he could have done it to other people as well. i thought that it was only me that is why i didn't tell anyone. maybe if i told someone earlier he would have been punished for the crimes he commited against me and my mom and who knows else. i really wish my mom would have told me it would have helped me to know that i was not the only one he did this to. i knew i should have never been alive my dad use to always say that i was a big mistake i guess the mistake was his fault and not mine i wish i was never born. how could he do this to his wife and child and did he do this to my sister i can't ask her without telling her my story. what should i do i just want to die i feel like if i spoke up he would be in jail instead of with my mother
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