I have so much family around me that I shouldn't feel this alone, but I do. I'm married, have 3 kids, my parents, 2 sisters and a brother but I can't talk to any of them. They just don't understand or know what to say back. We all just go about our normal lives like nothing ever happened. It's been 7 months and I just don't know what to do. I had an affair 6 months before and my husband and I were still working through that when I was raped. I don't get much support from him at all. I think he tries but is still hurting from the affair. Two months after the rape he got pretty drunk and called me a whore and said that I deserved what I got. He said he guarantees I brought it on myself, that it was my fault. I have so much pain inside of me. I am having a hard time loving anyone anymore. I don't like myself and I'm having difficulty being the same caring, loving mother I used to be. I can see the effects this is having on my babies and its killing me. Where do I go from here? What do I do?
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