i cant seem to be ok with sex. everytime my boyfriend and i start to get intimate i start crying and i cant stop. i have told him what happened to me and he understands. he said that we dont have to have sex but i dont want him to get it from someone else like all my friends say. so when i go home after i always hurt myself. i have tried really hard to stop hurting myself but i cant control myself after sex. the first time i had sex i was raped so now that is all i can think of. i never had a positive experience so i cant even tell myself that it can be ok. to me it has never been ok. i am only 20 and i dont want to have this problem my whole life. my therapist just tells me to wait. i just dont know what to do to make it stop
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