wish I could live a normal life without feeling discusting. Sometimes I feel like I cant get clean and it throws me into this suicidal rage. When my boyfriend tries to hold me or calm me down I freak out on him kicking, punching, and screaming at him not to touch me. I hate being touched when I feel like that. He doesnt understand, he says hes being punished for another mans actions. I dont know what to do. Am i the only one who feels this way?
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