My counselor cancelled our appointment for tomorrow and I'm losing it. Last tuesday i had my first ever obgyn appointment and it was horrible. It drudged up all my most painful memories and feels and I don't know how to stop the screaming in my head. I have been taking out my frustration on my journal and it's filling up with ripped pages and defeated thoughts. It hasn't been this bad in a while and I'm scared. I don't know where to turn. I just don't know how to make it through another week like this without having him to talk with.
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