Yes I know. I'm still having my sleep issues stupid isn't it? Just staying up all night and into the morning, just because I'm afraid someone is going to hurt me, and to jump out of my bed scared half to death when the cat knocks a pan down in the kitchen or the dog starts to cough uncontrollably? Not even able to trust my cousin or the guy renting down stairs. I feel like everyone around me hate me, my cousin gets pissed at me and starts fights with me for absolutley no reason then TELLS ME to RESPECT HIM?!?! He tells me to shut the ---- up because no one cares what a 15 year old girl has to say. Am I making any sense? Is it just me or am I completley loosing my min right now? I'd bring up some other things but I don't think I'd be able to handle anymore stress. I think I just need someone to talk to.
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