every time i go near a men i feel uncomfortable near them for to long, i really have been put of men for good since the day i was raped at the age of 13. i hate it that, i can't stand men am 20 21 in august an d i even hate my own dad and brother if the come near me or anything i tense up and get all scared, its coming up 8 years in early september when i was raped by my boyfriend at the time. i really though i can get passed that bit but i haven't. its really getting me down that i feel uncomfortable near my family and friend but with my dad am even more scared and when he is near me for to long i get the feeling like i really really want to lay into him. i can't help but hate gary for raping me when i was 13 through him i really can't trust men or go near them
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