Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
I'm violated by you
cut
bleeding
dying
forgetting
yet reliving
because of you
everythings terrible
but perfect to the strangers and blinded eyes
why can't they see
what you do to me
my mind wants to forget
but my body remembers
remembers the hurt of you
the pain of your razor
the way your words cut me worse than anything
and won't let the mind forget
tell me, do you remember Sara
a lost soul that can't be saved anymore
where is she now?
As I escape the thoughts with drugs and drinking?
"why not give to me like she did?"
you say
"You're just like her, you know
why didn't you save her?
so that we could be togather?"
no, so that she wouldn't be hurt again
and soon I'll join her
and we'll be safe from you
cut
bleeding
dying
forgetting
yet reliving
because of you
everythings terrible
but perfect to the strangers and blinded eyes
why can't they see
what you do to me
my mind wants to forget
but my body remembers
remembers the hurt of you
the pain of your razor
the way your words cut me worse than anything
and won't let the mind forget
tell me, do you remember Sara
a lost soul that can't be saved anymore
where is she now?
As I escape the thoughts with drugs and drinking?
"why not give to me like she did?"
you say
"You're just like her, you know
why didn't you save her?
so that we could be togather?"
no, so that she wouldn't be hurt again
and soon I'll join her
and we'll be safe from you
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I'm sorry you're feeling so sad. Please make sure you are eating and resting right, get out and get some fresh air....these things can make a difference.