I just can't deal with things right now at all. I keep overdosing and hurting myself to block it all out, and the hospital won't keep me in as they say the longer I stay there I'm just 'avoiding reality'. I'm having recurring thoughts of suicide. I can't face the prospect of having to give evidence at court. My family have no idea whats going on with me, they just think I'm being difficult and I'm hurting everyone around me, because they don't know I was raped. I am falling apart. I need help. I am desperate.
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