Hi my name is Maria and i would like to tell you what happen to me when i was a child. When i was 11 years old i was rape by one of my classmate. He was older then me. I REMEMBER LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY. I HAD JUST STARTED J.H.S., AND EVERYTHING WENT OKAY UNTIL ONE DAY I GOT INTO TROUBLE, AND I WAS PUT IN-HOUSE. THIS MEANT THAT I COULD GO TO SCHOOL, BUT NOT GO TO MY CLASS. IN THE IN-HOUSE THERE WERE ABOUT 10 MORE KIDS. ONE DAY BEFORE GOING TO LUNCH A KID CAME UP TO ME AND ASKED ME A QUESTION AND THE QUESTION WAS WOULD I HAVE SEX WITH HIM, AND I TOLD HIM NO. SO THE CLASS WENT TO LUNCH, AND BEFORE LUNCH WAS OVER, I WENT TO GET A DRINK OF WATER. I DID NOT KNOW THAT THE KID WAS THERE, AND ONE OF HIS PARTNERS WAS WITH HIM. THEY BOTH DRAGGED ME TO THE STAIRCASE WHERE THERE WAS A METAL DOOR. AT THE METAL DOOR ONE OF THEM WAS HOLDING ME DOWN, AND THE OTHER STARTED TO HAVE SEX WITH ME. THEY BOTH TOOK TURNS OF HAVING SEX WITH ME. THEN I REMEMBER THE ASSISTANCE PRINCIPAL CAME DOWN THE STAIRCASE AND ASKED WHAT WAS GOING ON. I DID NOT KNOW THAT THERE WERE KIDS WATCHING ME. SO EVERYBODY LEFT INCLUDING ME. I DID NOT TELL ANYONE UNTIL THE NEXT DAY. I ASKED THE SECURITY OFFICE IN THE SCHOOL WHAT TO DO. THEY TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY, BECAUSE THEY WERE GOING TO TAKE CARE OF THE SITUATION. THE FIRST THING THAT THEY DID WAS TAKE ME TO THE ASSISTANCE PRINCIPAL, AND I TOLD HER WHAT HAPPENED. SHE THEN TOOK ME TO MY GUIDANCE COUNSELING, AND SHE WAS ASKED ME QUESTIONS, AND I ANSWER THEM. THEY DID NOT CALL THE POLICE, BUT THEY MADE ME WRITE A REPORT. THE SAME DAY MY MOTHER TOOK ME TO THE POLICE STATION. I MET WITH A MALE OFFICE. I BEGAN TO TELL HIM WHAT HAPPENED, AND HE STOPPED ME AND THEN LEFT THE ROOM. HE CAME BACK WITH A FEMALE OFFICE. THEY BOTH TOOK ME TO A PRIVATE ROOM. I TOLD THE FEMALE WHAT HAD HAPPENED. I ALSO SHOWED THEM WHAT HE AND HIS PARTNER HAD DONE TO ME. THE OFFICE TOOK MY STATEMENT DOWN. AFTER THAT I WENT HOME, AND THEY SENT TWO DETECTIVE FROM THE SPECIAL VICTIM UNIT. THEY ASKED ME A LOT OF QUESTION, AND I ANSWER THEM. THEY ASKED WHAT I WAS WEARING, AND I TOLD THEM. THEY TOOK THE CLOTHES THAT I WAS WEARING THAT DAY. THE NEXT DAY I WENT TO SCHOOL. THAT DAY WAS HELL. I HAD KIDS PICK ON ME AND WHAT MADE IT EVER WORSE WAS THE POLICE OFFICE SHOWED UP AT THE SCHOOL. I ANSWERED THEM AS BEST I COULD. I COULD NOT REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED BECAUSE I WAS LOOKING AT THE BOTH OF THEM. AFTER THE COURT CASE WAS OVER, HE WAS PUT INTO JAIL WITH HIS PARTNER. SINCE THEN I STARTED TO HAVE PROBLEM LIKE ANGER, DEPRESSION, AND ACTING OR THINKING OF SUICIDE.
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