I was raped years ago but it still hurts and affects me...with jumpiness, claustrophic, uncomfortable if a man happens to walk too close, etc. ....was married but it got ruined as I didnt tell him either...started to hate him but didnt know why till later..that it wasnt him..it was the memory that I had tucked away. I never told anyone about the rape...just those hotlines when I got scared. But I want to get past this..just dont know how to start.
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