I am getting married tomorrow to a wonderful guy. However, my ex-husband was extremely sexually abusive to me. Any time I would upset him, he would rape and sodomize me. Its been three years since the divorce and I have not had sex since. I am so afraid of what is going to happen on my wedding night tomorrow. Every time my fiance gets physically too close I have a severe anxiety attack and feel like I\'m going to run out of the room screaming. How can I get past this?
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