i know this sounds stupid but, i tried to be like every one els with the desire to get laid, but it doesnt happen. ever since my messed up family an friends raped an molested me, i dont have a passion for sex anymore. it doesnt feel good. i dont normally get turned on. i could litterally live my whole life with out it and it wouldnt bother me. the only reason i would have sex is for my boyfriend, but at first it was hard with him, just cause of flash backs an old memories i wished to let go, but its hard. and people dont inderstand. i feel abnormal, like im not the same as everyone else, what should i do?
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...