Admittedly...this is kind of a good problem to have I suppose...but I'm getting kind of close to maybe starting to date again. I've always been the "friend girl," so it's not that I have an issue with men, it's just that...no one up here knows what happened to me, and I'd really like to keep it that way. It seems like in the next few months I'm going to have to face the crossroads of "should I tell or not?" I've got commitment issues, trust issues, intimacy issues, self esteem issues....basically I don't really know how to carry on any sort of normal relationship without revealing the fact that I'm a big ball of crazy. I really can't picture myself getting close enough to anyone to tell them...so does that mean that I have to lie by omission? Honestly...we haven't even technically gone on a first date and I'm already freaking out...this does not bode well.
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