i dont really find this easy to talk about but basicly long storry cut should i lived with me carer for 6 years and through that time he had raped me ans sexualy abused me over and over again. i do think that i must have been stupid top put up with it for that lenths of time but i thought i couldnt live with out his help and didnt want my son being taken off me but in april this year a good friend noticed some thing was wrong and helped me to make him leave. its just now i cant seem to get the horrible thoughts out of my head still makes me feel sick and feel ever so dirty. how can i get rid of these feelings?? i need to move on with my life and now have a boyfriend who i stated seeing on monday last week and really dont wanna loose him just cos i'm messed up.
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