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The other night, I had a horrible dream. It was after my husband went to work, and I dozed off again.
I dreamt, that I was laying in bed sleeping, and was awoke by the noise of someone breaking into our home.
As I was in the upstairs bedroom, I couldnt get out of the house, so instead I got out of bed, and tried to close and lock the bedroom dorr to keep them out.
As I was trying to close the door, they were pushing against it to keep me from closing it.
When I got the door close to shutting, the door wouldnt close because the frame didnt line up with the door right.....all of a sudden there appeared on the door, a chain lock, which I managed to fasten to keep them out temporarily.
They told me they wanted in, because they were going to rape me.
There was two of them, and one of them I remember what he looked like, and recall him looking like a friend of one of our contractors we recently had working on our home that I hated. He didnt look exactly likie him, but similar.
To buy myself time to figure a way out, I told them I would let them in, but to give me some time to pretty up a bit.. (only in dreams!)
That bought me a few miutes, the next thing I was doing, was trying to leave a secret message for my husband in case they kidnapped me, or worse, if they killed me, so my husband would know what happened...
Then I was trying to figure out how to get out the window, when the busted in the room...
The next thing I know, one of them had me pinned down on the bed, and thank GOD, i woke up.
what a horrible dream... In my opinion, I think there was two of them because there were two in my real rape. Other then that, none of the dream makes sense. I think I couldnt close the door in my dream, because I have been told, when your trying to close a door or keep someone or something out and they are pushing back keeping you from closing the door, its because in reality there is an issue you are dealing with, and trying to get over... to close the door on so to speak, and thats true. I have had these dreams before, with trying to close a door and something is pushing on the other side, the last time it was a lion... why a lion? I have no idea!
I was just very glad to wake up, It was a horrible dream... I dont like having bad dreams.