Night after night he returns in my dreams. I cant do anything but lay there and let him rape me over and over again. Last night was one of the worsts. He wouldnt leave me alone. I woke up today with bruises and my insides were killing me. Its all so real as if it were happening again. I cant get it to stop. I can feel EVERYTHING he does just like that night. It took place when I was 14. He was my boyfriend at the time. It happened many many times. Its been like this ever since. I dont know what to do. It just wont stop.
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