It's been five months since it happened and I have been working so hard on forgetting about it and trying to get better! I have had my set backs and had run into him up at Qdoba but the second I walked and the door, he turned around and saw me and was just staring, I was there with a friend and told her that I need to get out, he's here! I need to get out!! It was after seeing him, that I had my absolute worse panic attack ever!! I hadn't heard or seen anything of him, until now, I woke up this morning and checked my phone I had a text message from a number which I didn't have saved in my phone, however thought that it looked familiar. It simply just said "what's up?" Then it hit me, I know exactly whose phone number that is, IT'S HIS NUMBER!! WHY? WHY IS HE TRYING TO COME BACK INTO MY LIFE?? WHY WOULD HE TRY TO CONTACT ME?? HAS IT NOT BEEN OBVIOUS ENOUGH THAT I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM?
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