I thought I did the right thing by identifying one of my rapist's this past week, in my gang rape now knowing they had caught 3 of them. Now I feel I should have never done that somehow his brother found were I lived and raped me in my home this weekend, he said i would pay dearly for doing what i did. What this man did to me this weekend was worse than my gang rape, the horror and humiliation i went through!!! I haven't put my clothes on yet and have showered close to 50 times it feels like my skin is blistering and red from the hot water I am using trying to get him off of me.
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