If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
Although he has been out of my life for many years now he is always near. When I close my eyes he's there. When I go leave the house he follows. He is forever ingraved into my brain. I don't want him to control my life any more but he never leaves. The images follow me inside my brain where ever I go. I just wish I had someone to talk to and hold me right now. I wish I someone near me who understands. I'm tired of being alone with this shamfull secret. I hate him for doing this to me, but I blame myself for feeling like this for so long.