I have been having trouble with being intimate with my husband. At first I would just have a little anxiety towards the end, but now if I think that we may have sex it kind of makes me sick at my stomach. During it I just feel like Iam going to scream. I just keep "feeling" my rapist on me.... it is like he is right there. I just try to get through it for my husband.... I don't want to turn him away and I want more than anything to enjoy sex again.
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