so i guess it started last year when i got my first boy friend, but we did the holding hands thing and the hugging but eventually he wanted more than that. he started doing things that made me uncomfortable and it started bring back all these memories from when i was raped. i never told him then we broke up after 7 months. Then i got in a new relationship and i didnt know how to tell him about what happened. it was really weird tho cuz i felt safe with him and i let him hold me and the kisses and stuff. then he broke up with me ._. and i told him after. but i guess im trying to ask like how do i get over the memories of being raped and just try to have a normal relationship with some one.
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